Young Chee$ehead

Stumbled

Walking through foggy days and misty nights.
Dreams of flying higher than a 8 year olds kite.
Deceptive wings try and attach but they only impede.
The direction they go in just don't agree with me.
I've stumbled.
Powerless on my back you hover above blocking the sun's beams.
Your taste far exceeds and brings joy like an herbivore in a land full of green.
But where shall we go?
Off into infinity but only we both agree.
Our souls both starved but I'm eager to feed.
Not only am I flying but my wants are satisfied not just my needs. And this exchange is mutual.
You've been waiting for the fresh open air but no ones been suitable.
But we both know your more than a pair of expendable delicacies.
An angel in disguise is all I see.

Wanna be

Have you met the person of your dreams.
Is everything what it really seems.
Cause life is like a movie, see
if you ain't happy you need to skip some of them scenes.
Don't hold on to dust when you can have magic.
Don't fall for lust, it always ends tragic.
Her perspective on life is oh so classic.
If the Feelins in the air, you'll wish you could grab it.
And bottle it up for life.
and just stare it for motivation
This a different type of situation
Hangin' on to every word she's sayin'.
who you really think you playin'?
better not be her.
You know she's owed what she's deserved.
Like Rih, you better get to work.
and show her all of her worth.

Better get to work
Show her all her worth.
You wanna be her man
Better get to work
and your all hers.

May Weather

I guess I'm just the fool right? Can't ever seem to get my feelins right. You the reason I was tryna own my life. Started making racks every month and you just up and left. What you need, I thought I gave you the best? Is this like some kind of test? Took a shot in the chest without any vest. I'm about to flip my lid. All that I did for you and you still wanna act like a kid? You making things real hard on me mentally. It wasn't til later on when I thought we were meant to be. And you can't blame me for that, I'm just speaking facts. Why find yourself alone when we can do it together. Dodge the pain and avoid hits like Mayweather. Keep it hot like May weather. Help me count all my cheddar.  Do you remember on my bed summer of 2016 what you said? You said you'd always be here. You said I'd have nothing to fear. That was the best damn lie. I don't know why I'm sittin' here acting all surprised. One of us should win an Emmy. Forget it man, let me take a sip of this Henny. 

These Words

Excuse me, but this is my fault.
I should have said something from the start.
But ego and pride kept me from spilling my heart.
You have always been what I've wanted.
Every time I see you my eyes glow and I have to say somethin'.
You're hotter than the leather seats in July. When I'm gonna be in your presence I have to get fly.
And see I'm happy for your man, but you need to understand. The moment he don't cherish what he got, that boy need be dropped.
He need be making you happy at all costs. Cause if not, I'll swing on by and take you to your favorite spot.
We can laugh and smile, I'll listen when you talk. I'll give you my time cause really that's all we got. Money comes and go but what I feel for you is tattooed. I got a feeling  that maybe one day my early wishes will come true. It's a shame I didn't let my voice be heard. So I write my pain with these words.

San Jose pt 3

I woke up thinkin' bout you. This what happen when I think about you. I start reminiscin' and I don't know what to do. We aint have that many moments but I cherish each one. From the trip downtown to the morning breakfast runs. Whatever I told you I meant It. This feeling too real so I had to pen it. All I want is a moment of your time or matter fact just a minute. Read these words and understand where I'm coming from. When Im with you I always have fun. Our convos always real and I can't get enough. I know we only apart cause of where we from. I made the drive just to see your face. When your ankle was on swole and I couldn't see you play. Its ok you still my MVP and that will remain. I treat you with respect and you do the same. I get a feelin' whenever I hear your name. You know, like it's Christmas time and I'm 8 going on 9. You the present under my tree. One day I'll show you how much you mean to me.

Platinum or Gold

I thought we could of been big. Or matter fact even monumental. I saw in your eyes every ounce of potential. The other girls was alright but lacked the credentials. Whats the word around town now? I know you ain't tryna' settle down. You're focused on yourself you wanna be somebody. Maybe you wanna push the Maserati. Who knows, but I know you'll follow through on all your goals. You got a pure soul and a heart made of Chrome. Or platinum or gold. Whatever the case is you fit the mold. And now I'm stuck with what if scenarios. And liking pics of the centerfolds. But this ain't the life I chose, its the life I've been handed. And I wouldn't take any of our memories for granted. Although sometimes life without you has me feeling stranded.

Fall's coming

What are you fiending for? Who do you really adore? Is it me that you want more? Look me in my eyes and say that you want me. Hold me close until you love me. And when you pull away I'll be your bungee. Catch you if you fall, promise one day all we'll do is ball. Like Steph when he's on. Or MVP LeBron. See it really doesn't matter to me. I wanna be cool with your friends and down with your family. I wanna be your want, your guilt, and need. I'll take you away but I see you wear your heart on your sleeve. I'll give it the proper affection. Guide you in the right direction. You are the closest thing to perfection. What's the issue I got the solution. Fill the air with a love type pollution. The falls coming soon. I don't want to get lost in thoughts of tryna win or lose this whole battle of who's who. So what you tryna do? Are you who you say you are? Down for me or is your heart really far. Only time will tell and I haven't bought a watch in 7 years. So just tell me what I wanna hear...