Remorse

It's like oh ten at my brother's crib and I'm in love with Caiti.

And I still care cause I wouldn't mind getting to call her baby.

Yeah, I know this might sound crazy and I need to move forward.

But lately,  I've been craving more. 

And what we had was cut short and I felt all the remorse.

Maybe I'm looking for more potential. 

Or someone with more credentials. 

Is it too cliche to say I still think of what could have been?

I always keep it one hundred, never 50 cent. 

But I'm not looking for power. 

Not opening up would make me a coward. 

So when you get this don't let it live in your mind. 

I just wanted to tell you I wondered if you stayed mine. 

 Is it such a crime? 

Yearning

Close your eyes if you can feel it.
I guarantee you are now a witness.
As the days get heated and stamina gets depleted your conversations are all that's needed.
Surviving the winter is just an obstacle.
Because making it out alone is often remarkable.
Everybody's catching cold cases.
That just makes for great excuses to see one another naked.
How long can you take it? Your soul is yearning for a greater situation. The dusk sky gives a great demonstration. On how to adapt and still make beauty. What do we want, I mean truly?
So many options.
So many follow up but can we stop them?
Wrong decisions are often shadowed by regret. Just don't send that text if you aren't prepared for what's next.

Mixed with Lemonade

I see passion in your eyes only visible to me. Don't go and try to hide cause I'm still gon' see. We can do it how you like, pillow talk til' we sleep. I gotta leave early so I sleep on top of the sheets. I don't wanna wake you cause I know how that be. A kiss on the forehead as I say bye. Thinkin' bout bad moments and all the good times. Our good outweighs the bad, you're mad when I get sad and I'm happy when you smile. For you I'll walk 100 miles. But this Lemonade got me feelin' wild. Got me feelin' like a new child. I don't know where the finish line is, even though I'm lookin' for an end. Confusion.