They say love faulters. So why do we even take it to the alter? We are fueled by hope. And probably high off dope. It's like playing tug of war with an invisible rope. Cause you'll tug and tug but you won't know how far you've came. Until you're lying on your back in agony and pain. Now your heart skips a beat whenever you hear their name. You can't sleep at night without thinking about them. Where they've been who they're seeing and if they're feelings are getting dim. You want to make it work but those chances are slim. Because of this thing called ego and fear of retribution. You start to pray and get back to hoping to find a solution. Those dreams of your future must have been an illusion. Life as you know it is not making sense. Scraping for dollars makes it more intense. Now you ask why is love the cause of all this. Cause you just wanted the life you always invisioned. Late nights early mornings filled with reminiscing. Just send the first text saying that you miss em.
Cause I just can't do this any more
I don't wanna feel this way anymore.