Private

Get lost in lust, or fall in love.
Either way I wouldn't mind any of the above. Especially with you cause you bring the right passion.
You not settling in life you want things to happen.
You're smile is so stunning. You got all the boys running.
You say come and they all reply "coming!"
You got it like that and I just love it.
Pull you by your hair I know you want it.
But what goes on in private I'll keep between us. I gotta keep one thing and that's the trust.
So whatever I say please believe me.
Telling you my feelings is never quite easy.
But if my words do enough to make you smile. Then I'll go ahead and talk for a while. Ask you how your day was before I lay you down. Take a load off your mind and ease your stress. You've probably had good but know I'm the best. 

We won't lose

You shine like the sun, yeah you my number one. 

You better than my past. 

Yeah you got it in the bag. 

I'll point to a star and say yeah girl that's you. 

Cause you brighten up my life girl I really swear you do. 

Give me any choice, you the one I'll always choose. 

I'm always tryna win, so I promise we wont lose. 

When I think about the future you right by my side. When I think about you I know you're one of kind. I've seen mistakes and made some myself. But I'll always give you my best I promise nothing else. I love it when you smile. I love when we get wild. For you I'll go that extra mile. Just to get you in a good mood. You forever my lady, I'm always your dude. When it comes to decisions I always use precision. So keeping you happy is one of my missions. When you talk I will listen. When you cry I'll stop your sniffin'. Hold you like a mitten. No one ever had me quite this smitten.

Hopes up

Let your guard down and put a smile up.
I know life's hard and decisions can be tough.
So the choice is yours to let me bring you joy. This is not a game or another ploy.
The truth is you were on my mind all day.
So when you didn't choose me I had nothing to say.
Sure, hey lets be friends, okay.
I can take it, just smile through the pain. Cringe at the sound of your name.
Maybe I need a syringe to the vein.
Get doped up cause I got my hopes up.
How am I supposed to talk to you without getting choked up? Luckily I've been through worse. I remember the way we used to flirt. Our hugs were always tight and we would always text late at night. Got me thinkin' about the future and what could happen. Sadly my best memory of you is seeing you laughin'. If I ever get the ball in my court I know I won't pass it. 

Young dreamer

Your body is evident your beauty is evidence. Your smiles spill elegance. I'm positive you're the truth Paul pierce gettin jealous quick. From day to day time is erased in hopes that the next minute is not a waste because I can only portray the hopes and dreams of a young dreamer. And when you come my way it's safe to say my dreams get put on pause cause of the amount of awe you put me in. I actually mean everything I tell you, so don't think it's a game or some fluke. Lying to you would only give me the flu. I know in the past people have been played like flutes. So any guard you have, is not a task but a necessity. I wouldn't want my feelings to mess with me. So do what you do and one day soon you'll be grand as 3 zeros and 1. Due to all the foul play you had to withstand hun. You got the   honey and the buns. So I just want a snack plus have fun. Take your mind off stress I bet I can. Call on me when you're down girl I'm the man.

Used to

Now now he ain't checking on you no more. Hopefully his heart aint still sore.
But you not worried one bit. You're more concerned with the party you about to hit.
He didn't care bout that makeup.
He just wanted you to wake up. And don't doze off, make sure you stay up.
Cause its dudes that just want to swim good. And with you being unsure if you should. They'll stay persistent and once they get it, they'll come up missing.
He actually cared, he really listened. And you was all for it until he start trippin'. You're insecurities were overwhelming. Things got too hot and he starting melting. But the liquid in him convinced him to stay. For better or for worse decisions had to be made. Cause what's real is real it cant be faked. Except those eyelashes care for me to elaborate? Nah? I didnt think so. He used to love you and chances are he still does.
But sitting waiting for a sign from above is moving backwards when moving forward is a must. The time of hiding is no where near. She loved him before and fell into fear. Fear that he loved her more than she could handle. Damn.. Look what love do.

Chances

The sun will be shining always no matter the time.
You stole my smile when you left, I didn't know you were into crime.
But luckily for me your memories are vivid in my mind.
Your smile is the reason why I say the sun will always shine.
If a chance is what it takes to be indefinitely in your space, please hand me the pair of dice.
And if I luck up, I'll forever be in paradise.

San Jose pt 3

I woke up thinkin' bout you. This what happen when I think about you. I start reminiscin' and I don't know what to do. We aint have that many moments but I cherish each one. From the trip downtown to the morning breakfast runs. Whatever I told you I meant It. This feeling too real so I had to pen it. All I want is a moment of your time or matter fact just a minute. Read these words and understand where I'm coming from. When Im with you I always have fun. Our convos always real and I can't get enough. I know we only apart cause of where we from. I made the drive just to see your face. When your ankle was on swole and I couldn't see you play. Its ok you still my MVP and that will remain. I treat you with respect and you do the same. I get a feelin' whenever I hear your name. You know, like it's Christmas time and I'm 8 going on 9. You the present under my tree. One day I'll show you how much you mean to me.

Platinum or Gold

I thought we could of been big. Or matter fact even monumental. I saw in your eyes every ounce of potential. The other girls was alright but lacked the credentials. Whats the word around town now? I know you ain't tryna' settle down. You're focused on yourself you wanna be somebody. Maybe you wanna push the Maserati. Who knows, but I know you'll follow through on all your goals. You got a pure soul and a heart made of Chrome. Or platinum or gold. Whatever the case is you fit the mold. And now I'm stuck with what if scenarios. And liking pics of the centerfolds. But this ain't the life I chose, its the life I've been handed. And I wouldn't take any of our memories for granted. Although sometimes life without you has me feeling stranded.