Directing

Are my eyes deceiving me? Do you still believe in me? Are you still up to pleasing me? Cause baby if you're still down. I got this here golden crown. And I know its fittin' cause you've been a queen. You've been a man's wildest dream. All the things you've seen I can only imagine. All you've been thru I can't change what happened. But I can direct what's next. Spike Lee or spike Jonze whoever's best. You fill the role so exquisitely. Your beauty shines so immensely, and if you ever forget your lines I'll be the voice inside to remind you that you've always been fly. And when I look into your eyes, I'll remember why I chose to say action. Cause passion is what your packin'. Most can't keep up with it, but I'm going stride for stride cause girl I get it. You been lookin for someone to love you the way you love too. That means showing the same affection that you do. Got your feelings deeper then the end of the swimming pool. Luckily I swim good. So let go and lets make plenty sequals like we should.

KP

I remember that night like it was last, but the thing that's sad is its been 1 year since that nights past. I remember all the times I made you laugh. But the funny thing was you'd be looking at your phone crackin the same smile. Had me wondering when I'm gone who you dialed. But I trusted you, I believed in you. And its safe to say my thoughts were true. You held me down like a weight or somethin'. I held you down and was never frontin'. I kept it real 24/7. You made our time spent feel just like heaven. Now times have changed, so I had to fall back. But moving on from you has been a tall task. Like Yao or Shaq. I hate this feeling I swear I do. But now I'm grinding more than ever. Maybe both of us will find something better.

Missed

Explicit memories. and I don't mean taking off any jeans.
I meant pain like us agreeing to leave.
And the implications that came with it.
That smile on you how could I not miss it. That mouth on you I should of never kissed it. Cause now I'm here reminiscin'. And you over there givin' out digits. Oh you want a bad boy like a Piston? Oh you tellin me you really don't miss this? Where your bags at, clearly you're trippin'. I'm not writing this to get you back or anything. Simply a congrats on the next dude you talk with about rings. You deserve something good if it couldn't be me. Yeah I know we were both young and naive. Regret crosses my mind often. I just need to put that in the coffin. I pray the Lord blesses you ten fold,  all these feelings I have can just be let go, and we both continually grow nurturing our souls.

Blueprint

Look inside of my mind and you can see that Ive always been genuine. Root for you even with odds stacked against you I know you can win. If you're looking for the greatest just know I am him. I guess I should have held my horses in disclosing some things to you. But I was kind of hoping for mutual feelings too. So whatever happens happens I can't distress. I don't want anything to be too complex. I know you stay in your thoughts and Im the same way. You were my favorite thought to think of everyday. I write a lot but what can I say. In a universe filled with uncertainty you certainly were the only truth I seen. You're the other side where the grass is way more green. I take pride in doing what's good and righteous. Build a statue of how great you are I might just. Cause something of you that lasts forever ain't nothing more righteous than that. But I'm no architect so these words are something that will also stay in tact. Never met another similar. Some seemed familiar. But you're the clear winner. I just hope you don't go on and forget about me. For years straight you were my greatest inspiration when times were cloudy. I know you know your worth. I just wish I met you first. Life may hand us a gift or curse. So you're equivalent to a lifetime of Christmas' and that's just what it is. You're a blueprint if I have kids. Especially a daughter. Shes not going down that alter if the dude don't feel for her how I feel for you. And that's just the flat out truth.

Blessin' me

The temptations of lust, or the sacrifices for love. Which one is worse. How bout all the above? Your ways are more pure than the whitest dove. That boy growing up watching cartoons caught feelings without a glove. Butterflies inside like my life consists of me riding on the highest ride. I surrender with 6 flags. Oh so sad that I can't pull a rabbit out my bag. To match your magic. What a mountain to climb to defeats what's tragic. The time has came and went. The perfect moment I probably missed. But who knows it could still probably surface. Your convos got me allergic. Cause you always blessing me. I sneeze for a cheese and will bleed to the knee just to pray til I'm deceased. To get what I desire and what my heart needs. My brain all it has to do is think. And come up with the schemes to change my view of scenes. Like where the grass is way more green.

The greatest

I need to get back in the mind state when I got kicked out at home. Long nights contemplating on my own. Reminiscing talking all night with you on the phone. Cause in that time is when I got in my zone. Figured there was something greater. Knew it was coming sooner than later. Dreams of you and I doing it major. But now I got a new one who I want to wear the crown with me. But sillly me its not just one its more like 2 or 3. I never meant for it to happen like this. Staring at the ceiling thinking of things remissed. If I could have back I wouldn't have took you for granted. Would of soothed you every time you panicked. Fixed every situation that was damaged. I just want to make it I promise I do. And when that happens I'm coming back for you. And if you'll have me I will gladly treat you to make you uncontrollably happy.

Cure

Forever in my mind, different strokes different times. Here lies, the young soul gone but not forgotten. Never seemed like trouble but never a problem. Beauty on her was evident but she was never sure, so was she insecure? Hope she found a cure. The laugh and smile was pure. And her joy could be spread around the world twice. Hate being annoyed but was terribly nice. Oh wait here she is back to life. And shes come prepared with a gun and knife. Cause shes realized, that what's inside, is more beautiful than what the eyes can see, and the ears can hear. No need for tears, no need for fears. If they ever try to kill your vibe again, just let 'em know that you always win.  No matter the time no matter the day cause the world is yours to take, a queen takes no offense to what peasants say.

Your presence

Do it all do it big for a good girl.
Make you feel real special like I should girl.
If I didn't know any better I would of thought you were a hood girl.
Cause you don't take no mess, no crap from anybody.
And if I had a coupe, you still callin shotty.
My memory of you is never spotty.
Ever since I met you it's felt like I had the golden ticket.
You the Chris Paul to my Blake Griffin. The maestro to my inspiration - you reason why I get it. Like some Tubes tied girl I ain't kiddin. Don't own any luggage cause you never trippin. And I could be delusional but I know in your presence you make me feel different. Ill accept you for the good and bad, flaws and all.
Anytime of the night I'll accept your call.
Your beauty is oh my gosh, just your smile puts me in awe. You ever need a smile just lay down and read this from the top